There are so many days I look at myself and hate that I used to be a what many would call a " gym rat " and now not so much. I would literally spend at least 2 harcore hours in the gym Monday-Saturday. It was a journey that began with me being able to getaway from the little # hulligans for 2 hours a day while the hubby was away working overseas or out-of-state. It lead me to losing lots of fat and gaining more muscle (Just hard work and eating right), and many great friendships. At one point, I was heavily considering walking the stage to do an National Physique Competition! I can honestly say, looking back I wasn't happy with the response I was getting. I didn't want the extra attention and I struggled emotionally for awhile. I just wanted to be me. 2012 ...